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...yOu*LL sEe mY nAmE...iN LiGhTs... [Jun. 16th, 2004|10:35 pm]
x0xterahx0x

...today is Wed., June 16 and I officially have 2 more weeks of probation...

HELL FUCKING YES!!!

I will never...ever...EVER drink again. EVER. I have a hangover from HeLL....I dont think my stomach has ever hurt so bad in my life....okay okay...I*ll drink again...lol

I*ve been thinkin a lot lately...and I*m kind of sad to say I*m a bit tired of the PiMpIn life. I really really do want a boyfriend...oh gah...whoever thought those words would come out of MY mouth. I really like this one guy...but he definatly doesn*t like me...but its okay...whatever...I guess I can still PiMp it if i have to...;)

I guess you can say this is kinda the first update in a while...sorry folks...I*m tryin to find some time to let ya in on the stuff that no one wants to know anyway...lol...but I just seem so busy lately....I dunno...

Well I will leave you with a good night...don*t drink...and...well...drink... :D

..::TaRa::..

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..::.. [Jun. 15th, 2004|11:50 am]
x0xterahx0x

...its too early for this...

I hope today will be A LOT more of a better day than yesterday was...yesterday SuCkEd. I was so pissed off at everything....but then Ces came over...and it was okay...but its all good now!!!! well im talkin to ChRiStY right now...gah i love this gurl!!!!! lol well ill update this later!!

**TaRa!**

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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* [Jun. 14th, 2004|05:07 pm]
x0xterahx0x

...so [[ThIs]] is what it feels like to [[C r A s H]] *&* [[B u R n]]...

 

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...its been awhile...again... [May. 24th, 2004|09:32 am]
x0xterahx0x
[mood |fullfull]
[music |....iM wRiTiNg aGaIn....ThEsE lEtTeRs To yOu.... [[FiNcH]]]

It really has been a while since i wrote in this thing....i kinda miss it...its just i got so much going on in my life right now and i dont really get a chance to write much anymore...i wish i did...

I wrote this thing and entered it in a contest the other day and sent it in and now its gonna be in a book...kinda happy bout that....i just hate writing things that i know people will have a chance to copy....i hate that more than anything...UgHh lol

well this weekend is gonna be FuN!...me n ces r gonna get together...hit some parties...u know..tha usual!!!!!!!

welp juss a lil update...im kinda bored so i might put some damn test things on here...

PeAcE

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(no subject) [Apr. 12th, 2004|10:26 am]
x0xterahx0x
01. I hurt: just a lil too much sometimes
02. I love: cecily!
03. I hate: a lot more people than you would think....
04. I cry: too much for wat i should
05. I fear: fear
06. I hope: for things..?
07. I sadden: sometimes
08. I feel alone: sometimes
09. I kill: my eyebrow...it itches
10. I talk: to everyone
11. I listen: to everything
12. I break: when everything comes to an end
13. I see: too many lights.....
14. I smell: rubber
15. I taste: my spit?
16. I work: to keep me busy
17. I remember: when i was little...
18. I hold: the phone
19. I hide: a lot more than you think
20. I pray: never, really
21. I walk: where ever i am going
22. I drive: never...im too young
23. I read: lips...bwahahah
24. I burn: inscense...yummmm
25. I breathe: only to live.
26. I play: Dance Dance Revolution a little too much [the person who put this here when i copied n pasted it is a genious...I LOVE THAT GAME!!!!]
27. I miss: being loved.
28. I touch: my eyebrow
29. I learn: useless shit in school
30. I feel: like going away
31. I know: nothin
32. I said: that i know nothin but i know something....i know my eyebrow itches worse than i dunno but something BAD
33. I dream: either very strange or very scary dreams...and a lil too often too
34. I have: the best friend ever ^_^
35. I want: to go to gulfport again
36. I fall: in love never...
37. I wait: until my eyebrow stops itching
38. I need: to invent an eyebrow itchy cream
39. I live: so that the people around me will live
40. I die: a little more each time i see you...


A - Act your age?: when the time calls for it
B - Born on what day of the week?: a wednesday i think?!
C - Chore you hate?: CLEANING MY HOUSE
D - Dad's name?: Bruce
E - Essential makeup item?: eyeliner
F - Favorite actor?: ummmm dunno
G - Gold or silver?: Silver
H - Hometown?: peachtree city
I - Instruments you play?: drums
J - Job title?: student...
K - Kids?: 2347293487290847823974
L - Living arrangements?: mom n dad n sister
M - Mom's name?: Jael
N - Number of people you've slept with?: NONE YA BUSINESS!!!!!
O - Overnight hospital stays?: none
P - Phobia?: bridges, being burried alive, and the embarassing one...COUGHchickensCOUGH
Q - Quotation you like?: THERE'S ALOT!
R - Religious affiliation?:
S - Siblings?: sister
T - Time you wake up?: 6:45..for school
U - Unique habit?: uhh?!
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat?: are onions a vegetable?
W - Worst habit?: procrastinate...and biting my nails
X - X-rays you've had?: um ...like..398289347293784 dental ones
Y - Yummy food you make?:grilled cheese...eggs...n RAMEN!!
Z - Zodiac Sign?: Taurus


entrancing
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by Quizilla



yes yes i got bored...then i got busy...so farewell!!
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...NeWnEsS... [Apr. 12th, 2004|09:59 am]
x0xterahx0x
[mood |annoyedannoyed]
[music |none]

well heylo0o! Its been a while since I wrote in here!! a lot of stuff has happened...some for the good...and some for the not so good...but it will all work out in the end...

....until then i got 3 months more of...yes...HELL...[[aka probation]]...lol

How was everyone's spring break?!? mine was AwEsOmE!!!! gosh i can't wait to go back to gulfport/biloxi!!!!! it was so0o0o much fun!! Met lots of people...so next time i wont be bored until the last few days like i was this time!! lol ...next time i hope ces can come with me...the week of July 12th is when we're goin back so0o hopefully she can go with me!!! gah i miss that gurl so0o freakin much!!! i dont care what happens with us...we gots a bond...cant be broken...me wifout her?...wut u been smokin!?!? lol but yeh i cant wait til 3 months is up and we get to hang out again!!!! it will be so0o much fun...juss like old timez!!!!

cEsAbLy I LoVe YoU GiRl!!! lol

gosh man i dunno what to say... i dont really have much to say...my moods have been a little weird lately...hmmm....well i guess for now this is goodbye...hopefully i can get some of my writing up here soon!!!!

::peace::

 

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quizzes.... [Mar. 21st, 2004|02:01 pm]
x0xterahx0x
im in trouble...yes yes...big trouble...
but im at work so i can get on the puter for a while...
dont feel like explaining my reasons for being grounded for life...
mabey later...
for now heres some quizzes...


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[ series 1 ]
Name:tara
Birthday:may 4
Birthplace:peachtree city, GA
Current Location:mcdonough, GA
Eye Color:blue and green...they change lol
Hair Color:strawberry blonde
Righty or Lefty:righty
Zodiac Sign:taurus
Font:ummmm...tahoma?! lol i duno i like 2934923749237492374 of them
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 2 - your favorite ]
Music:emo...indie-rock...rock....and :GASP: country...yes yes my tastes vary lol
Cartoon:JTHM!!! WUT WUUUUUT!! haha
Color:lime green...baby blue...purple...black
Car:dunno!?!
Slushy Flavor:cotton candy
Magazine:?!?
TV Show:dont like tv too much
Song at the Moment:lots
Language:english
Spice Girl:BaBy SpIcE!! i used to LOOOOOVE her haha
Food & Beverage:potatoes and dr. pepper!!
Subject in School:math..yeh im a weirdo lol
Weekend Activity:hangin out with cesably!!
Frozen Yogurt:any kind lol
Roller Coaster:i duno i love em all!!!!1
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 3 - what is ]
Your most overused phrase:MY ASS!!!! ...haha yawl know how i am with that one lol
First thing you thought when you woke up:am i goin to work today?!
Last image/thought you go to sleep with:wutever im thinkin bout haha
First feature you notice of opposite sex:eyes
Best name for a Butler:Hoss...haha dun ask
Wussiest Sport:golf...haha
Your best feature:smile or eyes
Your greatest fear:bridges..or bein buried alive...and chickens lol
Your greatest accomplishment:i dunno!?
Your most missed memory:i dunno/!??!
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 4 - you prefer ]
Pepsi or Coke:coke
McDonald's or Burger King:mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates:group
Adidas or Nike:nike
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers:fingers
Dogs or Cats:dogs
Rugrats or Doug:BOTH!! haha
Single or Taken:SiNgLe!!
Monica or Brandy:dont know
Tupac or Jay-Z:dont care
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes:both!!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:either one?! lol
One pillow or Two:2
Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa:arent they the same?!? lol
Cappucino or Coffee:cappucino
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 5 - do you ]
Shower everyday:yep
Have a crush:yep... :/
Think you've been in love:thought i WAS...KNOW i wasnt lol
Want to go to college:yep
Like high school:yep!
Want to get married:maybe
Type correctly:sometimes
Believe in yourself:yes
Have any tattoos? Where:nope..i wish lol
Have any piercings? Where:yep..ears...want more
Get motion sickness:sometimes...when i read in the car lol
Think you're a health freak:nope
Get along with your parents:nope
Like thunderstorms:sometimes
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 6 - the future ]
Age your plan to be married:IF...i get married...IF IF IF..lol..i want it to be around 22-24
Number and names of children:IF any..IF IF IF...haha...no more than 3...girls names i like::Mackenzie, Cecily, Maranda ][ Guyz names i like:: DAKOTA, Collin, Ace, Carson
Where will you be at age 20:college...mabey..i duno lol
Dream wedding:o gah
How do you want to die:i want to die knowing that i was gonna die when i did...haha did that make sense?!
Dream job:dunno
Country you'd like to visit:mexico...CANCUN BAYBEE!!!!!!
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
Best eye color:blue
Best hair color:blonde, brown, or black
Short or long hair:shaggy
Best height:6'1'' or 6'2''
Best weight:no fat at all...muscles...or even skinny
Best clothes:dont matter
Best first date location:dont matter
Best first kiss location:on the beach
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 8 - other ]
Last time you slept with a stuffed animal:lasst night lol
Rings before you answer the phone:whenever i hear it ring lol
What's on your mousepad:a calculator haha
How many houses you've lived in:3
How many schools you've gone to:3
Bedroom carpet color:ugh..pink...but soon to be black YAYA lol
Shave your head for $5,000?:hell yes
Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people:food, a phone, and a boat to leave whenever i want
Best time of your life so far:times with cecily ...I LOVE YOU GURL!!

Series 1-8 brought to you by BZOINK!


k im leavin...lol love yawl
peace
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woooooo hoooooooo!!!! [Mar. 1st, 2004|05:28 am]
x0xterahx0x

last night...was awesome. i looooove you cesably!!!! haha but it was great!!!! we went to wild bills...ahh so much fun we are definatly goin back!!! i wanted to ride tha bull...but i didnt get a chance hahah...couldnt u just see me...haha whewwwwww!!!! but yeh it was great...this whole weekend was pretty much AwEsOmE!!!!! lol yeh!!!!! well i just thought this thingy needed a update...OHHH YEAH!!!!!! my dad is goin outta town all weeeeeek!!!!!!!! leavin early tomorrow mornin and not gonna be back til sunday!!!!

WOO FUCKING HOO!!!!!!

haha...but yeah!!!! u know wut that means!!! haha...but yea thats it for now...gotsta go!!

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....and they wonder... [Feb. 23rd, 2004|10:33 am]
x0xterahx0x
[mood |boredbored]
[music |mah cecily and me singin haha]

how come no one ever told me bout this rich text crap until now?! and still no one told me...haha i had to find out on mah own...but its k..its all good...

god i hate my dad. i hate him with a freakin passion. and people just dont know why...oh but i do...o god do i....

any fuckin way...lol...

god

im

so

fucking

bored........................................

and yawl know me....i can always at least find somthin to keep mahself busy....ANYTHING...but now....nothing

nothing

at

all......

geeeeeeeeeeeez and you know tha funny thing i can do this...and this...and this....and this....and this....and this....and this....and this....and this....

and i didnt even fucking know about it til now...haha

well im gonna find me a survey or some shit to put on here...cuz we all know that im just

so

fucking

bored....

 

::HoLLeR.HoEz::


 

 

 

 

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::best friends means you get what you deserve:: [Feb. 20th, 2004|02:23 am]
x0xterahx0x
[mood |hyperhyper]
[music |last train home]

i just recently realized how many people are liars and 2faced whores.
i can reall say i just realized it i guess...i have known for a while...but lately its really fucking pissing me off.
if you talked about me behind my back...
FUCK YOU.
if you lied to me...
FUCK YOU.
if you ever cheated on me...
FUCK YOU.
Come to think of it...theres not many people i hate. i get along with pretty much everyone. even the few people that i do hate, when im around them im never a bitch or anything unless they start something. but lately its just un-fucking-real. theres no point in it..and im tired of forgiving and forgiving and gettin used and shit over and over again...

whew...had to get that out lol.

on a lighter note...AMANDAS BRINGIN ME DRINKS!!! WOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! haha

and now im gettin a lil in touch with mah sensitive side..haha...so here ya go...

CES: you are the best friend anyone could ever have. we have been through hell and back and i love you more than anything!!!!! i dunno what i would do without you!! your definatly the one i cry with, talk with, have fun with, get fucked up with, get in trouble with, and everything with!!!! when i need your help your always there, and if you dont have an answer, karen will, haha but you try!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

KAREN: i love you gurl!! ur awesome!! your always there for me to talk to and i know that if ces doesnt have an answer.. you will!!!!!! your tha best for advice and everything and i know that when i want an honest answer i can come to you for the truth!!! I LOVE YOU KART!!!!! lol

SERENA: no matter how much we dont talk anymore, your still the best friend anyone could ask for. i know i can always come to you...even if we havent talked in 293472934792374923749283749273 years...your awesome and i love you more than anything!!!!!!!!

COLLIN: your tha best!!!! whenever i needa talk your always there to make me feel better!!! thank you i looooove you!!!!!!!!!

more later...


















amandas here...





















love yawl........




































































::peace.hoez::
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im going crazzzzzzy [Feb. 19th, 2004|07:53 pm]
x0xterahx0x
[mood |boredbored]
[music |arbys sourdough melts background music]

no phone.
no computer.
no goin places.
no nothing.
for a fucking month....

yea im definatly grounded. I HATE ITTTTT!! i have never been in trouble like this before lol. and all i did was get caught sneakin out!!!! bah...w/e. lol. my moms the only one that put me in trouble...if my dad knew...o gah all hell would break loose. sooooooo here i am...snucked on tha computer lol.

the stoopid break is almost over and i cant do nuthin on the last weekend we got for break. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh oh well. ill end up doin sumthin sooner or later cuz mah moms juss awesome like that lol.

KARENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!! YOUR THA BEST!!!!!!!!! ONLY US BAYBEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

sorry...thought i should add that...

::FELLOWSHIP HUG::

haha...sorry...whew...k ...wow..i like these dots lol...
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k dats enuff lol....
LEAVE ME COMMENTS HOE...

HoLLeR!!!!!!!!
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::wow:: [Feb. 3rd, 2004|09:49 pm]
x0xterahx0x
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |none]

I LOVE LANORA!!!!
i was in the crappiest mood today....i got bitched at and had folks up my ass bout shit ALLLL DAAAYYYYY ...and then she comes n is grrrreaaaaatttt....were so dumb its just hilarious...lol

well i really have nothing to say 'cept im in a great mood now...

\/stoopid convo of me and nora\/


Lanora: TARA IS A PIMP
ME: YES YES I AM
ME: AND AND
Lanora: aahaha i crack myself up
Lanora: lol jk
ME: ahh fawka u
ME: lol
Lanora: haha
Lanora: fawka?!!?
Lanora: thats a good one
Lanora: lol
ME: yes
ME: lol
Lanora: ur grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 8
Lanora: **like tony tha tiger used to say**
Lanora: man them commercials r old skool
Lanora: lol
Lanora: OMG
Lanora: how col would it b to have a tony the tiger trucker hat
Lanora: wow
ME: haha
ME: wowoowowowow
ME: lol
ME: aweeesome
ME: and and
ME: a umm
Lanora: or one wit da trix rabbit
ME: leprachaun one
Lanora: or tha lil parrot frm froot loops
ME: yeeeea buddy!
Lanora: YAYA
ME: lol
Lanora: were makin er own hat line
Lanora: lol
ME: heeecks yea
ME: lol
Lanora: wut can we say
Lanora: lol
ME: lol were juss to great
ME: were grreeeeeeeeeat
ME: lol
ME: k sry
ME: that was lame
ME: haha
Lanora: haha
ME: ::slaps forehead::
ME: lol
Lanora: ur a looosseerr lol
Lanora: lombo!!
Lanora: do u no wut fuh stands for
ME: err no/
ME: lol
Lanora: f*** u hoe
ME: oo
ME: haha
Lanora: so when some1 says FUH b like WTF
Lanora: lol jk
Lanora: i made it up
Lanora: wut can i say
ME: haha
Lanora: i try
Lanora: lol
Lanora: im gonna say that
Lanora: b liek FUH
Lanora: to u
ME: haha
ME: NOO
ME: not to em
ME: me
ME: :'(
ME: ::tears::
Lanora: ok ok
ME: 178491827498147 of them
ME: lol
Lanora: ill go to fig and b like FUH
Lanora: lol shell laugh not knowin
ME: haha
ME: IM A BANKHEAD NIKKA ILL TAKE YO COOKIE!!
ME: yea well
ME: imma
ME: uhh
ME: college park gangsta
Lanora: UWT CAN I SAY
Lanora: lol
ME: and ill
ME: umm
Lanora: ahha
ME: eat ur hamster
Lanora: hahahaha
Lanora: I DONT HAVE A HAMSTER
Lanora: thanks for reminden me that i dont ever get to have a hamser
Lanora: i think ill cry
ME: OOOOOOOOOO WUT IT IS PLAYAAAAAAA!!!!!! .....and i dont care if you dont have a hamster cuz ill eat it anyway and and i got the rate limit so i have to type alot and yea yea yea GET A HAMSTER
ME: lol
ME: haha
Lanora: lol ur DEF a loser
ME: YOU KNOW WUT
ME: dont make me break out my college park gangsta skrillz
Lanora: oo u wont do nothin to dis bankhead nikka
ME: nikka pleeeeeese
Lanora: ganstaaa please!!


im out...

peace pimps!!
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:D [Feb. 1st, 2004|08:32 pm]
x0xterahx0x
::lookie::
::im purple::
::i match my page now::
::terah=number 1 gangsta::
::wut it is playa playaaaa::








































::i couldnt be gangsta if i tried::
::teee heeee heeeeee::
:D
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...why me? [Feb. 1st, 2004|08:02 pm]
x0xterahx0x
[mood |boredbored]
[music |Atreyu]

Gutted like a pig, all you want is the world to bleed,
someone somewhere stole your desire
The pain akin to, being punched in the throat, and stabbed in the chest
You would rather bleed than be without her
Gone are the tender whispers dancing in your ears
Replaced with lackluster memories you cry, your screams play in your empty room
It's so hard to see when your eyes are rolling in the back of your head
It's even harder to speak when everything you say just comes out wrong
Your bed swallows you whole as the days bleed together, torment on the lips
Of a loved one, and if you try hard enough,
you can almost taste her, feel her pass and
Scream, OH GOD WHY ME



Well..besides my quick *leave me comments post*, this will be a much needed update.

Me and Jamie=OVER

That would be considered a good thing i guess?? I like him a lot...but this will never happen again. I wont let myself get attached to someone that definatly shows no sign of getting attached to me. Sources said that he only liked me when i was around anyway...so whatever. Whats the point now anyway? I have so much more i need to worry about in my life right now...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!!!!

...my friends being one of those things. I havent gotten to spend any time with anyone that i have needed to. Serena, i miss mah Jee crazy like hell. I miss everything about her...:(...its ok tho..well reunite...hopefully...

I really have nothing to do on this Superbowl Sunday...I dont care much for the teams playing so im definately not watching...and i have hours to kill here...so here I am...eating a HUGE ass bowl of Cinnamin Toast Crunch...oooo weeeeee ::heaven::

well im gonna go and make my gangsta picture purple...woot woot!!

peace pimps...
*terah*
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COMMENTS~!!!!! [Feb. 1st, 2004|06:45 pm]
x0xterahx0x
[mood |hyperhyper]
[music |Wishmaster 4 movie lol]

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got tha picture!?!? leave me comments ALL THA TIME!! and ill leave u comments lol

watchin a movie...
peace pimpz
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:( [Jan. 20th, 2004|08:54 pm]
x0xterahx0x
[mood |awakeawake]
[music |none...]

so its been a while...has it not?! well tara= one pissed off lil lady. all i wanted was to talk to him...thats IT. He never seems to wanna talk...
NEVER.
When we actually do talk...its ME talking, about my stoopid shit i always talk about, cuz you know, me and him NEVER have an actual converstaion that means anything...
NEVER.
Not to mention, when i actually see him, we dont really talk...we kiss mabey a few times, he goes off with his friends, doesnt hang out with me...
NEVER.

ok sorry had to get that off my chest...that may call for a little..well.."breaking loose" of a *CeRtAiN* committment right now.
"...you know what comes next...so do i..."

man i have been sleepin a lot lately. thats a big difference. When you go from sleepin MaYbE 4 hours a night ...to sleepin 4 hours a night PLUS right when you get home from school and even AT school...its a little weird. Mabey im sick?! hmm i dunno...mabey its good for me...who knows...

cesably and me have gotten so close lately. I mean we ahve always been friends, but lately, we have been together so much. I think now she knows more about me than anyone...and i love spending time with her now. mah bestest korean outlaw ever!!!!
...but in the midst of us being so close...me and another best friend are drifting...quite sad...

well collinz bout to call...collin collin...wutta friend...tha bestest...lol


.peace pimp.
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...its beeen a whileeeee... [Jan. 13th, 2004|04:42 pm]
x0xterahx0x
[mood |weirdweird]
[music |Coheed and Cambria - -"Delirium Trigger"]

woow! its been a while forrreaaaal!! sorry...been kinda busy lately...ya know...doin absolutely nothin at allll!!! lol man...sorrrry im gonna try to get in hurr n update stuffs more often!!
well lets see....i rode a horsey saturday!!! woo hoo!! man i want one. i might get one if my dad gets some land like he wants...but i duno!! hmm anywho0o0o0o...me n jamie are still together!! 2 months on Jan. 21!! im sooo happy!!! lol!! we got in a arguement on friday...but we gots over it. i knew he couldnt stay mad at me. lol jk...but im glad he didnt!!!!!! mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn im bored. i wrote a lil more stuff...would put it on hurr...but nahhhhh...i dont like copiers lol.
SURVEY TIMEEEEE!! lol
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What is your name?:Tara
Are you named after anyone?:not anyone....that plantation in gone with the wind
What's your screename?:SpaZticGuAcAm0Li....or LiLmizPerfect376 ...mostly im on the 1st one
Would you name a child of yours after you?:nahh
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:Dakota or James Carson
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:Serena...i loooove that name
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:only on purpose cuz it looks cool...like TeRaH....or TeHrUh...lol
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:nah
Basics
Your gender::female
Straight/Gay/Bi::straight
Single?:nope
If not, do you want to be?:*******************
Birthdate::May 4th
Your age::14
Age you act::2534636356456464
Age you wish you were::either 18 or 21 forever!!!
Your height::5'10''
Eye color::blue...sometimes green
Happy with it?:yep!
Hair color::strawberry blonde
Happy with it?:yep!! not many people have it sooo i like it lol
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::both ;)
Your living arrangement::ummm?!
Your family::mom...dad...sister...me
Have any pets?:no but i wants oneeeeee!!!
Whats your job?:bein a student at gay ass HCHS lol
Piercings?:only my ears at the moment
Tattoos?:i wish...
Obsessions?:...like id tell youuuuuu...
Addictions?:funyuns...chick~fil~a....other things lol
Do you speak another language?:does pig latin count lol
Have a favorite quote?:cant think of one off tha top of mah head
Do you have a webpage?:yeeep
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:yea...sometimes it gets me in trouble...so i trys not to lol
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:yep
Do you have any secrets?:ooo yes
Do you hate yourself?:nope
Do you like your handwriting?:no i wish it was purrdy lol
Do you have any bad habits?:biting my nails
What is the compliment you get from most people?:my hair or my eyes
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:umm the life of tara? lol i duno
What's your biggest fear?:bridges...being burried alive...and...well...::DONT LAUGH:: ...chickens...
Can you sing?:not good lol
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:heck no
Are you a loner?:nah
What are your #1 priorities in life?:not to let other people get to me and to be myself
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:yea lol
Are you a daredevil?:heck ya!!
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:fear...nah; hate...not that i can think of
Are you passive or agressive?:agressive lol
Do you have a journal?:yep
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:i dunno ask my friends lol
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:i dunnnnnno
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:yea i try to be
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:i try not to do anything im gonna regret...but im sure i can think of a few
Do you think life has been good so far?:its been bumpy but i get over it
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:oh gosh...90248023840284 things
What do you like the most about your body?:my boobs... ( ) ( ) ...haha jk!!but i dunno!!
And least?:my fat lol
Do you think you are good looking?:no comment lol
Are you confident?:yea
What is the fictional character you are most like?:i dunno?!
Are you perceived wrongly?:i dunno...ask someone who has perceived me wrongly lol
Do You...
Smoke?:NO
Do drugs?:welllllllllll lol
Read the newspaper?:no
Pray?:nah
Go to church?:yea
Talk to strangers who IM you?:yep
Sleep with stuffed animals?:lol no
Take walks in the rain?:more often i wish
Talk to people even though you hate them?:if i hate you...youll know it....and if you still wanna talk to me...then talk lol
Drive?:not legally lol
Like to drive fast?:oo yea!!
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:lol yea for a minute there
Hurt yourself?:err no?!
Been out of the country?:haha i havent even been to FL...wut do u think lol
Eaten something that made other people sick?:yea haha
Been in love?:i thought i was...
Done drugs?:not gonna lie.... yes lol
Gone skinny dipping?:yep
Had a medical emergency?:nah
Had surgery?:yes...wisdom teeth lol
Ran away from home?:nah
Played strip poker?:yea haha
Gotten beaten up?:nope
Beaten someone up?:wellllll lol
Been picked on?:aww hasnt everyone?
Been on stage?:yep
Slept outdoors?:yeeeeep!
Thought about suicide?:thought about it...not thought about doing it
Pulled an all nighter?:how bout pulled a 4 day~er lol
If yes, what is your record?:well....4 days haha
Gone one day without food?:nah i like food too much lol
Talked on the phone all night?:yeeeees
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:yep...oh geez lol
Slept all day?:tried not to
Killed someone?:yea..........UHH NO lol
Made out with a stranger?:wellll ...er...yea lol
Had sex with a stranger?:noooo
Thought you're going crazy?:yea lol
Kissed the same sex?:nah
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:um NO
Been betrayed?:yea
Had a dream that came true?:YES IT WAS SCURRY AS HELL lol
Broken the law?:NEVER.... ;)
Met a famous person?:ummm not that i know of lol
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:yes :(... lol
On purpose?:no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:heck no thats like 1 of the worst things to do lol
Stolen anything?:uhhhhh ;D
Been on radio/tv?:no
Been in a mosh-pit?:ha i wish
Had a nervous breakdown?:nah
Bungee jumped?:nope i wish lol
Had a dream that kept coming back?:oh gosh yes...scurry lol
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:i dunooooo
Miracles?:??
Astrology?:nah
Magic?:lol no
God?:***********
Satan?:***********
Santa?:no lol
Ghosts?:i hope theres ghosts cuz i wanna meet one but i duno
Luck?:nah
Love at first sight?:nope
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:no thats not true
Witches?:yep
Easter bunny?:no lol
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:yep
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:nope
Do you wish on stars?:used to...didnt work
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:nope
Do you think God has a gender?:nope
Do you believe in organized religion?:nope
Where do you think we go when we die?:nope...lol....well i dont wana discuss it lol
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:i think so lol
Who is your best friend?:sewena n cesably
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:serena
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:o gosh i duno lol
Your favourite inside joke?:aww man...anything with serena n ces lol
Thing you're picked on most about?:my fear of...chickens lol
Who's your longest known friend?:nicoliolioooooo!!!!
Newest?:sammmieeeee
Shyest?:i dunnoooooo
Funniest?:aw man all of them lol
Sweetest?:jamie!!
Closest?:cesably
Weirdest?:err well..me lol
Smartest?:lanoraaaaaaa!!
Ditziest?:karen lol
Friends you miss being close to the most?:serena n karen... double :(
Last person you talked to online?:karen lol
Who do you talk to most online?:hmmm....sammmieee n everyone lol
Who are you on the phone with most?:o gosh everyone lol
Who do you trust most?:serena
Who listens to your problems?:samieee and serena and ces and yea lol
Who do you fight most with?:i dun really know
Who's the nicest?:all of em!!!
Who's the most outgoing?:me n ces lol
Who's the best singer?:erin!!! lol
Who's on your shit-list?:brittany f....and...some other folks lol
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:yes :/
Who's your second family?:amandas family lol
Do you always feel understood?:nah
Who's the loudest friend?:me n ces ...again lol
Do you trust others easily?:some people
Who's house were you last at?:erins!!!
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::jamieeee
Do your friends know you?:the ones that cared to listen to me do
Friend that lives farthest away::i dunnnnooo
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:not a mistake
What do you find romantic?:lots of things
Turn-on?:no comment lol
Turn-off?:alksdjfalsdjflsdjfkljsdaf
First kiss?:oh gosh...wasted first kiss...not tellingggg lol
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:i would feel flattered...but...i would let them know that i had no feelings for them that way
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:yep
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:nah...i dont care how 'socially acceptable' it is...i just think a guy should do it...if i wanted to i would lol
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:well anyone that i was romantically attracted to was always physically attractive to me
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:i hope so lol
What is best about the opposite sex?:o gahhhhh lol
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:theyre dickheadness lol
What's the last present someone gave you?:a necklace from jamie
Are you in love?:no
Do you consider your significant other hot?:um yea lol
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:my uncle
You wanted to kill?:no one
That you laughed at?:karen lol
That laughed at you?:karen haha
That turned you on?:umm not tellinggggg
You went shopping with?:lucy
That broke your heart?:chris
To disappoint you?:i dunno
To ask you out?:mah baybee jamie!!
To make you cry?:jamie lol
To brighten up your day?:karen haha
That you thought about?:collin!!!
You saw a movie with?:amanda...wow that wus a long time ago lol
You talked to on the phone?:justin
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:karen lol
You saw?:my daddy
You lost?:my friend :(
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:nope
Will it be with your significant other?:nooooope
Or some random person?:noooooooooooope
What are you wearing right now?:jeans n a tee shirt n socks lol
Body part you're touching right now::umm my foot is touching my leg?! does that count lol
What are you worried about right now?:taking erin her shoes lol
What book are you reading?:um none
What's on your mousepad?:the gateway box and the gateway website lol
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::really really hyper and bored
Are you bored?:yes haha
Are you tired?:noooope
Are you talking to anyone online?:yep!!
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:yep!! lol
Are you lonely or content?:im content and BORED
Are you listening to music?:yeeeeeees maam

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ill update later tonite...

have a ..well...have a day
.tara.
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*UPDATE* [Jan. 3rd, 2004|07:17 pm]
x0xterahx0x
just wanted to tell yawl bout my new little picture thingy up there...its my GaNgStA picture!!! woo hoooo!!!! lol
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...waiting.... [Jan. 3rd, 2004|07:09 pm]
x0xterahx0x
[mood |anxiousanxious]
[music |joshs remix to the leaving song part 2...lol]

ahhh! ive been waitin on stoopid serena all day looooong...well...at least since i got up at like 2. lol. well now im bout hungry as a mother. and this is gonna be short cuz rena is here now FINALLLLLLLLY!! lol

...update later...

PeAcE!!
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FiRsT oNe!! [Jan. 3rd, 2004|12:06 am]
x0xterahx0x
WHOAAAA!! i finally got a LJ! lol well hmm im gonna figure out this site!! I AM I AM I AM!!!! lol well lets see....i used to have one of these thangs on woohu.com...but...i wanted this one more. so im startin clean. lol well lets see wut story can i tell today...hmm...how bout this dude came to my door about 10 minutes after i came in from bein with cecily!!! yes well he tried to kick my door in!! i heard the wall shakin upstairs n i wuz scared as fuuuuuuck!! lol we called the cops and my dad scared the dude off with his gun...but i duno. lol. it was just kinda scurry for a minute there lol. well i had a ok time tonight. kinda sucks cuz jamie is in marietta or wherever he is with his friend...ugh...but oh well. more time i get to spend with my friends. well im gonna wrap this up for now...n try to figure out how to get colors n shit. lol. LEAVE ME COMMENTS!!!!!!! i <3 comments!!!! lol

LaTeR!!
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